- It's no surprise that i'm a fan of femboys. However, i'm starting to consider actually becoming one, or at least something close to it. What motivated me was a few things: when i play VRChat, i really like to use femboy or sexy fem characters, and my sona in Atlyss looks so fucking sexy in female clothes, and a certain video of a guy trying femboy clothes. God that skirt looked so good... Ahem, what i'm trying to say is i have a project for 2025 and i'll actually try to become a femboy, lose a bit of weight, do butt exercises, use more feminine clothes (if possible), and maybe do voice training. So yeah, see you all next year, and merry crisis.

the creature

- So, i broke the screen my old android phone twice, and came to the conclusion that maintaining it was not worth it. So, due to family and social pressure, against my own bias, i bought an Iphone 12. I got the Mini version, just bc i wanted to be different, and kinda missed when smartphones weren't the side of tvs.

- My first impression was "WHY DO I NEED TO REGISTER A FUCKING CREDIT CARD TO DOWNLOAD WHATSAPP???", which was not a good impression, but the more i used it, the more i realized that i kinda like andriod more. Though, i gotta say, the iOS is a very solid os, the "iphine never stutters or crashes" propaganda was completely true, guessing that's because it's completely proprietary and optimised to a single hardware, instead of android, that it's made for every single phone. Also, the apple integration with everything apple is really cool, i imagine it would be very helpful if you had a whole apple ecosystem.

- With that said, i reeeeeally don't like how some functions are designed to keep you trapped on their ecosystem. Like, i'm not fucking bying another apple product, they cost a fortune, and this one i got has only 2 years of support left. Well, i have to switch the broken screen of my old phone to sell it anyways, so maybe i can get the best of both worlds...

- whyyyyyyyy did i cut my hair, i miss feeling the hair strands in my chest and almost mistake myself as a girl im the mirror sometimes aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why am i so stupeeeeeeed

- No Nut November has been a thing for a few years now. It's more of a meme by now, but people are still doing it, i think. Personally, i never understood why would people subject themselves to something like this, except for porn addiction. But even then, i don't think that's what NNN is about, because it's not framed as sending information about its consequences, it's more of a puritanism thing, like a "templar resisting the devil's temptation to achieve clarity" sort of thing.

- That's not only stupid, it's missed potential to conscientize about health issues related to sex and masturbation, both topics rarely discussed seriously. Also, i feel like this approach villainizes sexual content in some way? Which is something i'm COMPLETELY against. If you like fat booty aliens, go fap to fat booty aliens. There's nothing wrong with it. Just be careful for it to not become an addiction (which is bad for your brain, just like other addictions).

- But if you still want to do NNN, i won't interfere with your genitals - well, maybe not directly, i'll still be drawing booba - just remember to have your mind in the right place. I'm trying to do the NNN for the first time, and let me say - it's very difficult to stay away from NSFW art when you're making part of that community, but if i get to just not jerk off for some days, i think that'll be good for me.